Thursday, May 10, 2007
Day to day... 7.30 to 5 job.. ha~ Made more new friends.. which as time goes by and I have to leave the company to continue studies, I will miss work. Humans are like this.. they don't like changes nor do they like to stay put. Works fun with the company I have.. looking forward to the lunch times, where it's the relaxing time =)
Something happened when i was learning driving the other day, and feeling really crappy about it. For the past few days, the feeling was shi* and I just didn't feel like doing anything.. and to think I still have to go to work. Who will know that actually I feel so totally off? With that smile on my face when I'm with ppl ard me But the moment I was alone.. all the smile just fade away into a glum face and running thoughts. Work just keep me occupied throughout the day, as I look for things to do, to keep me off thinking so much. I need to let it go.. no point thinking about it. But I need time, it's not such a feeling I can just push away. And I never travelled that stretch of road recently... I definately have to face it this sat once more.. We'll see..
Some updates, Went to grace's house for house warming and to celebrate her b'day with ice cream cake from swensens. It's a very good feeling meeting up with them.. to think we always meet everyday when we were studying.. but after we left school.. meeting up is so much lesser le..Seriously school would have been so much difference w/o them.. assisting me with my work, cos I'm just so stupid... sharing the fun and laughters. And now I think about all my friends, each busy with their own lives and work, I just want to ask them how are they... how have they been getting on.. Really miss all the times of just fun in our own ways of companionship in different stages of our lives, and I yearn for it.
Now, so many events lined up, really need to consider which event to take part and which not to. Gready nature want to take all, but pocket and body are breaking down...I have to listen to my body more, I'm no longer as young as I was before. It sets me thinking how far my body can push.. I need to rest more.. sleep more and just relax.
Next come City Duathlon ->Milk run? ->Shape run? -> Mizuno wave run? Sucony Passion run? -> Osim Triathlon ->Real run? ->etc..etc...-> The ultimate: Stand. Chart marathon...
There is just so many events that I want to join. Training has took up a big part of my life. Swim.. Cycle.. Run.. I wan to train hard for them.. make me stay focus in it.. and at the same time have time for everything. Screeming out for MORE TIME!!!!
Never stop meowing and swimming... was here
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